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la la la la lyrics la la la la give?

You know how it works. >:D

Date: 2008-01-22 05:24 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] havocthecat
If only Kate and Rodney had more chance to interact! But another time, maybe, we can get them together?

Date: 2008-01-22 05:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
Sure sure. :)

Date: 2008-01-22 05:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] saltroseortopaz.livejournal.com
and i listened to her promise 'i swear to god this time it's gonna last'

this is peace and i know 'cause i'm too tired to cry

Date: 2008-01-22 05:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
She'll leave again and he knows it. He's not stupid, far from it. She will leave again and then he will lose his mind. Again.

She'll leave again, and he almost wants her to. He'll have an excuse to do as he wishes and not as he should do. He'll have an excuse to hurt, to harm, to scare and to kill.

She'll leave again, and he doesn't understand why she doesn't. He wouldn't stay, if he were her. She could do better than him. They could all do so much better than him.

She'll leave him again, but he doesn't know when. It's been so long and the children are grown.

She'll leave him, and but she isn't. She doesn't and he never knows why.

Date: 2008-01-22 05:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nochtli.livejournal.com
these hoodrat chicks are like razor blades
they're pretty cheap but they'll cut you deep

Date: 2008-01-22 06:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
Harry is a nice guy, a good guy, a smart guy. Harry is a nice guy who doesn't understand it when people are nice to him People are almost always nice to him, and he is almost always suprised. Harry is a nice guy, a good guy, a smart guy. Sometimes he forgets to eat, sometimes he forgets to drink, sleep and change his clothes from day to day. Harry is a nice guy.

He gets stuck in his head.

Maria is a nice girl, and he doesn't understand why she's nice to him. Why she worries about him, or talks to him or any of that. He doesn't understand why a girl like her would care at all what happens to people like him or Shauna or anyone. But he is grateful.

He gets stuck in his head.

He gets stuck in his head sometimes, and no matter how nice he is, how smart he is, how good he is? It's hard to find his way back out. Hard to want to.

He gets stuck in his head and without people around, he would stay there.



Date: 2008-01-22 06:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] binow.livejournal.com
is it any wonder i'm not crazy? is it any wonder i'm sane at all?
well i'm so tired of losing- i got nothing to do and all day to do it

Date: 2008-01-22 03:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
If they'd met a different way, Harry would've liked Tucker, he may even like him now. Despite Shauna. Despite the "accidental" drugging. Maybe he does. Maybe he doesn't. Tucker will never know. Tucker will never know. Because of Shauna.

Because of the drugging.

If they met a different way, it would be different.

Date: 2008-01-22 07:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] colubra.livejournal.com
Bully for you
chilly for me
gotta get a raincheck on- pain

-David Bowie, Fame

I'm sorry, ILU <333333333333

Date: 2008-01-22 03:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
Sam is not sorry that he liked Twin Peaks. Sam is not sorry that Bobby came to the Nexus, that he thrived. Sam is not sorry for that at all.

For everything else, Sam is sorry.

He always thought Shelly was kind of a dipstick anyway.

hee!

Date: 2008-01-22 05:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] colubra.livejournal.com
I'm Robert Briggs, and I approve of this message.

Re: hee!

Date: 2008-01-22 09:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
Hooray! :D

Date: 2008-01-22 09:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] untilyoupayme.livejournal.com
time takes a cigarette
puts it in your mouth

Date: 2008-01-22 03:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
He worries about certain people, perhaps more than he should He worries about Rodney, because Rodney always seems like he's on a fast track to an early aneurism. He worries about Nara, because she is his wife. About his parents for obvious reasons, he thinks. About Brody. Because Brody is frightening. Brody reminds him of his children (some reasons more obvious than others), and that makes him worry even more. His children die young. Young for him anyway.

And he worries. More than he should. More than he can afford.

Date: 2008-01-22 02:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] showyourguns.livejournal.com
WELL HELLO THERE KARRA

It seems during the night that I can't even close my eyes
I gotta tell you about my sweet living nightmare
I fall in love with, every night


Date: 2008-01-22 03:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
Oh snap, Gizmo. *trips, spills water everywhere*

-----

He wonders if she's there when he sleeps, or rather when he collapses from the sheer exhaustion of staying awake, of learning, of shoving endless bits and bits and bits of information into his big damn brain. He wonders if she watches him sleep, as he only occasionally watches her (loft apartment, and screens only do so much), if she watches him sleep and wonders if his brain is still running around.

He does not sleep well. It is very difficult to shut off his brain, and when he does manage it...twice as hard to turn it back on again. He does not sleep well. There are nightmares, at least he thinks they're nightmares. Suffocating loneliness. Dislocation from his mind. Dislocation from his friends (he does have them, of course), dislocation from his father, his sister. Dislocation from Shauna.

He wonders if she'll stay with him. He wonders if someday, she'll marry someone (he's almost positive she won't) and move away. He wonders if he'll have children, if he'll eventually decide to go for a doctorate, if he'll pull the stick out of his ass and do a space-lab experiment, if he'll tell her he loves her, if he needs more markers, if his father is still smoking, if Dr Sofer's cough is anything to worry about, if he's going to die young, if his mother felt any pain, if Shauna will leave, if Shauna will leave, if Shauna will leave...

He wonders a lot.

But he doesn't sleep well.

Date: 2008-01-22 04:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] showyourguns.livejournal.com
Karra ;_; This is so like...melancholy and pretty and it fills me with wibbling and a desire to roll Harry up in a blanket and put him in front of a space heater. With Swiss Miss. And a giant book on um.....uh.......smart....things.

Date: 2008-01-22 04:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
The Big Book of SCIENCE.

Aww. :D!

Date: 2008-01-22 09:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] showyourguns.livejournal.com
PS moar because you asked and also because i want to

am i mistaken when i woke up this morning
without you there i'm shaken to my very foundation

Date: 2008-01-22 11:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
She's not here, and he doesn't sleep when he needs to. She's not there, and he doesn't eat when he needs to. She's not there, and the walls are covered in equations. She's not there, and the floor is covered in paint and sketches. She's not there, and the ceiling is full of blueprints. She's not there and he's out of ink.

She's not there, an the television is vastly improved. She's not there, no one answers the door for his father. She's not there, and his mind works faster. She's not there, and he has to teach a class. She's not there, the class goes badly. She's not there, he stands in the classroo and draws all over the walls. She's not there, and neither is Sarah. She's not there, and he finds if he sits very still he can do his very best thinking.

She's not there, the only part of him that moves are his hands. She's not there, and he's tracing words into flesh. She's not there, and his mind is racing. She's not there, the door is breaking. She's not there, his father is shouting. She's not there, he can barely hear anything.

But it doesn't matter.

He's not there.

Date: 2008-01-22 11:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] showyourguns.livejournal.com
Karra.

That is the saddest thing on the EARTH. asdffggh my SOUL HURTS


So. Basically, you're awesome.

Date: 2008-01-23 12:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karra.livejournal.com
:D!!!!

Date: 2008-01-23 05:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] colubra.livejournal.com
O, if you like musicals, I dropped the 2005 revival Sweeney Todd soundtrack album somewhere downloadable. http://www.megaupload.com/?d=EVR8T7H9

I am being all sharey.

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