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I am trying to earn a few extra dollars by doing art commissions. If anyone is interested, let me know either in comments, or by messaging me at this username. Below the cut are some samples of some work I have done. Price is negotiable, but payment needed before work as I've been burned before.
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karra: (riki lindhome)
I have a list somewhere of bad things about myself, or rather bad thoughts I have when something upsets me. I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. Things like how much a loser I feel like at the moment, or how I shouldn't be surprised when people stop talking to me, or whatever. I don't know. It's probably not particularly helpful.

I try to make a list of good things about myself too, it's not very long though. I can't really think of anything. I don't know if that means there's not really anything good about me lately, or that winter sucks and I can't think of anything.

I really hope my brain will stop this shit when I'm able to get that daylamp thing.

I'm annoyed with myself because I don't think I'm being a very good friend to Jeri or [profile] agirl_gonemad, but i don't really know what to do about it. I try not talking about my problems, and I don't think that helps. I don't think anyone really wants to talk to me anyway, and then I think about that and it feels stupid. But then later it doesn't. I don't *want* to feel like a bad friend to someone who is my best friend.

A lot of times I feel like I'm people's afterthoughts, and then later that feels stupid too.

I'm working on apping a game, I don't know if that will help or hinder. I hope the former.
karra: (you are paul rudd)
I hate being unhappy. I wish I knew what would make me happy. I wish I didn't feel like people hated me now, or avoided or anything like that. Even if I know that it's not true. Or at least am pretty sure.

Maybe I need someone to tell me specifically 'I am not avoiding you' 'I don't hate you' or 'stop being so stupid'. I don't know. I feel stupid asking people if they do/are/whatever, but I feel stupid anyway. Plus, what if they say "yes, I'm avoiding you" or "no, you're not my friend anymore"? What then?

I have anxiety, and I have no reason for it. (Or maybe I do?) I'm not late on any bills, not on any homework. Was I like this last year? Is it just winter? Maybe. I don't know. I don't even have anything to distract myself with.

This is stupid. I'm just being stupid. Or something. I don't know.
karra: (pic#527254)
Well, I'd written this whole thing about how I am feeling this month with holidays and other similar things, and how that and school and everything else really doesn't matter. Sometimes I'm pretty sure that even I don't. Then, iPad crashed mid-sentence and I guess livejournal doesn't save drafts anymore. So, you know. Way to make me feel like that 'not mattering' thing is true, livejournal. Thanks.

Also, you're trying to autocorrect YOUR OWN NAME, lj. Come on. Get with it.

I'm snappy lately, and I don't really know why. Holidays, maybe. Probably. Joy.
karra: (you are paul rudd)
I think a lot of the time I am just afraid that everyone I care about will leave me behind.

It's not like that hasn't happened before.
karra: (sad box)
I feel lonely and left out and I don't know. Idiotic and stupid. Lame and unimportant. And I don't know maybe I am all of those things, the past few weeks have certainly not proven otherwise have they?
karra: (you are paul rudd)
Well, I guess I'm done with [livejournal.com profile] capeandcowl...
karra: (sad box)
Random defriendings are random!

rp MADNESS

May. 19th, 2011 01:18 am
karra: (dr crane - kind of itchy)
You know what, I don't understand the idea that to enjoy the rp you are in now, you have to shit all over the rp you used to do. The games you used to play in or mod. Where does that come from? Just because it's old doesn't make it bad. Just because the game is done, or you're not into it anymore, or you don't rp like that anymore doesn't make it invalid or make it lack value. These things don't need to be erased because you find them embarrasing. Especially if other people were involved. These memories don't just belong to you. Talking shit about them, bitching about them, do you even consider how that makes people feel?
karra: (sad box)
Man, I bet every struggling screenwriter in Hollywood wants to throttle that kid who plays Kurt on Glee now.

"I got the book on a Friday night and I adapted the screenplay by Sunday night. I got so into it. I wrote like a 102 page screenplay in two days. The story was just so cute about this little witch that falls and gets lost on Halloween night and gets stuck with this family. I just totally fell in love with the story and the characters and then added a bunch of stuff and made it my own. Disney bought the screenplay and then asked me to develop it into a TV series."

http://io9.com/#!5795252/glees-kurt-teaches-us-that-witches-need-acceptance-too
karra: (quite a phallic thing to say)
[livejournal.com profile] viridian5, I am rewatching Andromeda backwards from the end, because why not, and I am really taken aback by the last two episodes. Mostly because I just noticed that one actress is playing two totally unrelated roles, and it's seriously weirding me out. Rhade's wife and the bar refugee chick that argues with Dylan about Seefra 1 are the same actress.

FOR SALES

Mar. 20th, 2011 07:20 am
karra: (sad box)
Trying to sell the following, if anyone is interested:

1)  Rose colored HP Mini, used once to install firefox and open office.
2) 360 Degree Spinner Lomographic Camera

If you are interested, shoot me a line here.  Comments are screened. Need to sell these by Tuesday evening. SO FUN.
karra: (you are paul rudd)
Uh, whoever in India is trying to reset my password, stop.
karra: (sad box)
Posting this here as well as on craigslist again.

Lomography 360 Spinner Camera, for sale. This is a retro-style photography camera, it uses regular film to take panoramic photos. It is very easy to use, you just load the film and pull the cord. The camera spins on the attached tripod. It does not need batteries. This has never been used, and will include 2 rolls of Fine Color 35mm film 100/36.   $100 or best offer, I guess.
karra: (quite a phallic thing to say)
Thinking about selling my Lomographic Spinner camera, where would I go about doing that? Craigslist and Ebay are a bust.
karra: (riki lindhome)
* Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
* Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
* Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
* Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
*Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
* Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
* Day Seven: Four turn offs.
* Day Eight: Three turn ons.
* Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
* Day Ten: One confession

1. I wish you believed me when I said things.
2. I wish you'd told me about your baby, I hate finding things out through your facebook updates.
3. You make me paranoid.
4. I'm not responsible for your crap.
5. I wish you lived closer.
6. I don't like starting mid-conversation.
7. Sometimes I feel like you avoid me.
8. The only reason anyone cares what you think is because they're afraid of what you're going to say about them to other people.
9. Self: you need to stop being a paranoid.

Not really close to ten people, and some of these are for people I haven't been close with in years.
karra: (sad box)
Posting this here too, because not everyone is on my plurk list.

This meme basically stemmed from a plurk where we were talking about how it was more interesting when a horror film used a soundtrack that was 'against' type, like christmas music, happy songs or ABBA. So the meme idea is this:

Take this "soundtrack", write up an idea for a sci fi, comic or horror film to go with said soundtrack. Playlist of songs is here.

Songs:

1. Reframed - Headstones
2. Build Me Up Buttercup - The Foundations
3. Take Me Home Tonight - Eddie Money
4. Little Willy - Sweet
5. Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go - Wham
6. Everybody's Changing - Lily Allen
7. My Humps - Alannis Morrisette
8. See You Again - Breathe Carolina
9. How Deep Is Your Love - Bee Gees
10. Baby One More Time - Britney Spears
11. Draggin the Line - Tommy Janes
12. September - Earth Wind and Fire
13. Dream On - Aerosmith

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